Ng Liyan Sunday, Dec 12 2010

To my dearest girlfriend, I am sorry for the past months we have been quarreling with each other. I know I am being a jerk for leaving you waiting for me for 3 hours and I left you alone after which. A liar when I said I’ll always be there for you when I would slip into sleep and leave you wondering what I am doing. A heartbreaker when I initiated a chat with your best friend in school which eventually led to problems because of her psychotic crazy boyfriend. A burden for I am hurting you as much as you love me. I am prepared for the day which you will actually decide enough is enough and break off with me for I know I’m not good enough for you but I am trying my best to be your best. Until then, there’s no one I will ever love so much in this life.

Love,
Your boyfriend.

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Meaningless Tuesday, Nov 16 2010

I don’t know if anyone still reads my blog now. Lol it’s been aeons since my last update. Well here I am still alive and kicking, surviving Ex Wallaby at Rockhampton Australia.

I’m lying on my bed now doing practically nothing except thinking about my future in the army, my future after ORD and the days to come in the future as a grown man.

The future seems bleak. I don’t what do I want to achieve in life right now. Maybe I shall spend 1 fine day thinking about all these problems that would be soon come up straight to me in a blink of an eye.

Well first I guess I have to impress Bab’s parents, then let all nature take it’s course. Even while I’m typing there’s millions of thoughts going through my mind. My priority I guess is also settle down with Babs too.

We shall see. <3

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Soldier Sunday, Jun 6 2010

It’s been around 4 months since I’ve enlisted into the army and everything seems to be going fine unless my platoon mates decides to do something stupid. I realised how people whine about army, saying army life sucks, weekend burned and everything. But yet in the army, you can see them strive for the best like IPPT, SOC and the rest of the test related stuffs. You also see sergeants more and more like normal human beings instead of some torture machine from hell. But i suppose i was lucky because to be really honest, my sergeants are really really nice people. Of course we do get knock it down by them when our movement is slow and all but this is seldom the case. Even my Sir is even younger than me! People ask me, “You’re really 22 then call people 2 years younger than you a Sir, are you not embarrassed?” What’s so embarrassed about calling someone 2 years younger than me a Sir? He certainly earned his rank and the training he goes through is certainly in need of stronger mentality and physical which made him excel and hence the rank. So does the same thing applies to my sergeants. My only regret was not being able to be at least a Sergeant during army but i shall aim for the highest rank i could ever achieve in NS and that would be the Corporal First Class. But i need to clear my IPPT to Gold first. (I’m now at sliver!)  Soon, ORD would be soon enough.

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Stallion Coy Saturday, Feb 13 2010

I admit that i was real lucky to get enlisted on 5th Feb because one of the fact is that i dont need to be confined for 2 weeks like normal BMT/PTP recruits do. All in favour of Chinese New Year. So i was confined for only a week instead of two, lucky me.

I do agree that in NS you can meet alot and i meant ALOT of different people. You get to see lazy bums with no hint of any responsibility. You see friends/platoon mates that put in 101% effort in everything they do. I guess i can adapt so fast it’s partially that I was in NCC during secondary school days and the punishments were somewhat similiar of what i experience in NCC. Familiar phrases like, “Hold it there!” , “Butts up!” , “Endure!” and the famous one, “Knock it down.” rung up every memory of what i had during NCC days.

The bad thing was that i failed IPPT which was really a disappointment because I actually wanna get Gold. But my muscles are really aching badly so i failed my chin ups and my 2.4km. ): real sad case. Hopefully i can get Gold the next time or at least, a Silver.

And oh, damn. I was buddied with a weird guy. Damn fucking weird. Im so freaking scared right now. Ciao.

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40th Singapore Armour Regiment Sunday, Jan 31 2010

5th Febuary would be the date which im gonna be enlisted in the Army, as titled, in Armour Camp, Keat Hong. I was rather looking forward to it because I want to experience the army life and all.

In the meantime, there’s soon topic which i actually want to touch on but i never had the time to do so. So here goes.

I was in Thailand a few weeks back and yes, the spirit of the Thai people never fail to amaze me. They seems so carefree, even in the city area. For example, in Bangkok, the traffic jams are really jams and the jams are not cause by any accidents or failed traffic lights. But the people are so carefree than even you can cut into their lane, their mindset was, ” If you can cut, then go ahead, I’ll let you pass.” NOW YOU TRY THAT IN SINGAPORE. You’ll either at horn at, or the driver whom you tried to cut purposely dont want to let you cut and still giving you a stare or talk about road rage.

I guess the happy-go-lucky mindset of the Thais really work very well for someone like me. As a matter of fact, i realized that Thai people can be one of the most famous drivers/riders if they want to be. You try driving a manual car that is stucked in a jam for like 45 mins. You’ll need a foot massage soon after. How about riding 60-70km/h in between cars in the jam? Sure, if my balls are as enormous as the size of bowling balls.

Back to Singapore, i’ve been witnessing alot of drivers texting while driving. One very easy to spot one is when you’re behind the car and the car is swerving slightly in and out of their desired lane. I overtook and viola, the motherfucker is texting while driving. And within a span of 1 week i found more than 10 of these people on the road endangering not their lives and also other motorist or bikers like us. Another case is signalling, I almost crashed into a Mercedes last night while I’m sending girlfriend back. Both of us are going straight and I am on the left side of the car. Then suddenly, the car turn left into SPC and my wheel was within a few inches if i had not braked in time. I rode into the petrol kiosk and literally fucked the lady driver. She said she thought she signalled. FUCK OFF. Please be careful guys.

I guess i should post another blog soon before i go into the army. See you guys then.

Ok, random here. Here’s my Lovey Dovey.

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Sorry Sunday, Jan 24 2010

Dear Love,

I’m hereby publicly apologizing to you about my idiotic comments earlier.

I knew I shouldnt have said things that were so hurtful and no, i shant explain why i flared up because simply it was all my fault.

For everything else that I’ve hurt you deeply I’m sincerely remorseful about it.

Sorry for all the unneeded comments i said earlier.

I figure out that in this relationship let me be the one giving in, for you may be the only one i will ever loved.

Once again, dont be angry please. ):

(I do push-ups for you ok.)

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How sweet can one get? Friday, Jan 22 2010

2 weeks to go and i’ll be off to the army soon. ):

On a side note, Love came by few days ago when i was unwell the night before, giving me a surprise which i never thought of. Gosh, here’s why.

I was have a damn bad gastric attack the night before and didnt get any sleep at all. Love told me to get some rest so i did, i slept from 1plus going to 4 when i received a call.

Me (still tired) : Hello?

Girl : Hello, I’m OUTSIDE your house now.

Me : Dont nonsense la.

Girl : Really! But i dont know which unit.

Me : FUCK, really?

I went to open my door and saw her at the lift. My hear melted. Then today, she bought Antacid (gastric medicine) for me.

YOU TELL ME THIS KIND OF GIRLFRIEND WHERE TO FIND.

In this case, how sweet is my girlfriend? Wells, i would say, diabetically sweet. (:

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2010, New Year, New Start. Saturday, Jan 2 2010

Look i know i havent been posting for quite some time now and the only reason is that i really dont have the mood to do so. But i reckon it’s 2010 and yea, it’s time for me to do some resolutions which i need to complete and update you guys on my new year.

2010 Resolutions.

1. Serve Army well. Well this is suppose to last till 2012 but my mindset was that I wanted to serve this coming National Service hiong hiong and all. Get Best Recruit, Best Platoon all. But now there’s a reason why i dont want to do so. Which i will further elaborate later on.

2. Licenses! This coming 12 Feb I’ll be able to take my Class 2a license and I’ve already told Mom that i wanna take Class 3 as well. Reasons because I already kinda sick getting drenched to my MUJI boxers when i reach home or go to somewhere with my shoes full of rainwater. Plus, driving a car is so much comfy and relaxing as well. But who can forget the thrills of riding a bike man. But i guess i shall skip this Class 2a bike and straightaway skip to a Class 2 one. 1000cc of pure speed in 1+ year time. Plus getting a car, i got my reasons too, which i will further elaborate later again.

3. Learn Thai. I never fail to be less than happy when i go to Thailand. Great tees, good food, good massage and even good people! Thailand = C-H-E-A-P. In this case i can communicate with the people in their language and yea, makes me feel more Thai.

Just in case you’re wondering why I had 2 reasons in the first 2 resolutions, here’s why.

The reason is simple, plain and easy. Into 12am of the New Year, i whispered, “Girl, be my girlfriend?” and yes, my dear readers, on the 1st Jan 2010, Ng Liyan is officially my girlfriend. I’ve never wanted to meet someone so much in my life before, even when i sent her back home and the moment the cab left her house my heart is already yearning for her. Im considering to be a 9-5 clerk in NS just to be with her, and I want her to enjoy herself in comfort in everywhere we go and im so getting a class 3 license but i did pillioned her once on my bike and more will come. Well i hope this marks a good start into each of our new year except that she keeps pissing me off every now and then and trying to make me jealous and tell me that she’s scared that im pissed. Like hello? O.O but the answer to the question wasnt a yes, nor a no. But she answered, “Maybe.” But in this case, Maybe just became Yes.

I love you sweetie. <3

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Hiatus? Thursday, Sep 24 2009

Back from a long long break from blogging. Havent been doing well these few days.

1. Got caught by Traffic Police for using tinted visor.

2. Town Fucking Council fined me for parking on the pavement just beside the car park.

3. Stuffs like my exhaust’s racing kit, my Probation plate and even my bike cover has been stolen. Seriously?

And all are bike stuffs. I havent get to the money part yet. Damn.

Been single and not available for quite some time now. Been thinking..

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21 Guns Tuesday, Jul 21 2009

Do you know what’s worth fighting for
When it’s not worth dying for
Does it take your breathe away
Do you feel yourself suffocating ?

This is music brilliance, hearing organsm. For now.

Thanks a ton to LHQ though, she sent me the song. Thanks sweets.

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